AshlieAnimal.

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Hi, I'm 17.
I'm a socially awkward vegetarian and I spend too much time online. I'm extremely sensitive &
I have a extreme case of anxiety.
| If you go to my school Get the fuck off my blog, |
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❒ Single ❒ Taken Hopeless Romantic
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"That's Lonely." __ " All Great & Precious things are lonely."

Interviewer: Why can’t you be alone without Yoko?

John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There’s no reason on earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There’s nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could survive apart but what for? I’m not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you’re alone at night and neither of us want to be. and you can’t fill a bed with groupies. It doesn’t work. I don’t want to be a swinger. I’ve been through it all and nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.

I want to cuddle & watch an animal movie in a fort of blankets and pillows while drinking tea & eating fruity candy. I want this soon…Nothing more nothing less.


If anything…someone to talk to. I want to tell you my day….anyone.

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Hopefully I’m able to get my La Dispute tattoo this Friday or Saturday. It’ll be my first  tat ever. You can’t go wrong with La Dispute.

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Summer is coming. Hopefully this one isn’t as depressing as the last. I really want a job but…… my anxiety is just….to much. I can’t talk to people without sounding awkward & scared as fuck. It sucks & it always sounds like i’m about to cry. So even if i tried, & got an interview i’d probably ruin it & give shit answers/responses. Plus my hair is a faded red/orange color & my roots are an Inch and a half out. I have two different size plugs (looks really dumb) I need new ones…….My appearance will also ruin it for me, but i can’t change any of it without money so…..

If i dont get a job:

  • I will have no money to fix my hair 
  • I will have no money
  • I will have nothing to do
  • I will be alone for long periods of time
  • I will have too much time to think
  • I will relapse into another depression
  • I will not be able to do anything /go anywhere
  • I will have nothing
  • I will probably commit suicide. 

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